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Well I just got back from the doctor and I was diagnosed with major depression so i will be starting up some anti depressants today. Just thought I would let you guys know. I do have another Derpy picture and one of my OC character i will upload later when my computer finally gets fixed. So until then, stay happy for me a while longer.
That long huh...
Its been almost a year sense I was last around on Deviant art. Sense then I have lost the one I believed to be my one and only. I have been seconds from Suicide, and been on anti-depressant medication.
As of last week I took myself off the pills and am trying to accept my life for what it is. Its true that the woman I hold closest to my heart may no longer have feelings for me, or even want to speak a single word to me in all this time, but that wont change the way I feel for her. All I can do is accept this as my reality and hope that I can find the courage to seek someone else. I have waited a year sense she left me, and while I am willin
Is it over?
Right so I haven't posted on this in some time. Mostly because there hasn't been any good news to post and no one seems to really care all that much.
It seems all my searching and poking and even prodding other artists for my charity drive dream has come to an end. I cant find people willing to help me out with the project and the one I had found no longer have the time, nor do i want to keep them hanging indefinitely on the notion that the project "Might" continue forward when i get more people. I really only found one plushy maker and one jeweler who agreed to help... I had hoped for more but it seems that a vast majority of people do no
I Nearly died....
I just got back from the dentist removing an abscessed tooth a little while ago. Apparently it was one of the worst that he'd ever seen and I was lucky to not have the infection spread to my heart or brain. Sooo yea nearly died from my stupid tooth.
It is removed now and hurt more then anything I have ever felt before in my life, and that is after 7 shots of nova-cane... I don't even want to ponder what it would have been like without the shots. The pain has died down now to a manageable throb and I am starting to re notice the numbness in my lips from the nova-cane XD. I should be back to being mostly normal by tomorrow.
Now off to wor
Bullies and how MLP changed my life
I grew up with to much in common with this video. Please take the time to watch this http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=ltun92DfnPY about bullying. Please take the time to watch this and leave your comments below.
I grew up believing no one would ever fall in love with me. That I would be lonely and never find anyone who could possibly like me. My parents were rarely ever around. Dad would always be at work, pulling 80 hour weeks sometimes just to make sure we had a roof, while my step mother would lock herself away in her room to work on college work after pulling a long work day herself. So I really had little to he
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I'm fairly certain that third to last sentence, before the sentence fragment, is trying to communicate something; I'm just not sure what. 
Computer trouble! We've got ponies for that! Have you already a hooved brother on the job or shall I assemble the team!?! (Oh please say no so I can assemble!)
Last and most important, you deserve to feel happy and I want you to feel all the happiness you deserve. Keep us posted pony.
Computer trouble! We've got ponies for that! Have you already a hooved brother on the job or shall I assemble the team!?! (Oh please say no so I can assemble!)
Last and most important, you deserve to feel happy and I want you to feel all the happiness you deserve. Keep us posted pony.